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Alpine Adoration Chapter 2
Title: Alpine Adoration
Rating: 13+
Warnings: Mild Language, Slash, Mild Violence
Pairing: Mac/Brodi
Summary: Discussions really make you think. Thoughts lead to actions, and every action has a consequence. Although, consequences aren't always bad in the end.
Disclaimer: SSX Tricky and it's characters do not belong to me, they belong to EA Games, and I create these fanworks for fun, not profit.
A/N: This is in Mac's point of view. Aaaaand, I'm not pimping out Blink 182. It's canon he likes them. Also, anyone who's played SSX3 notice how much better looking he looks? Seriously.
Apparently it wasn't cold today. Or at least, not cold enough to get Brodi to bug me. I go down to the gym, hoping no one else would be down there. Of course that would have been hoping for too much. Both Elise and Brodi were down there, Brodi at the weights and Elise on an elliptical. Figures, they are both rather athletic.
So instead of stopping at the gym I wander down to the food court, seeing as how it was e
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Alpine Adoration Chapter 1
Title: Alpine Adoration
Rating: 13+
Warnings: Mild Language, Slash, Mild Violence
Pairing: Mac/Brodi
Summary: Discussions really make you think. Thoughts lead to actions, and every action has a consequence. Although, consequences aren't always bad in the end.
Disclaimer: SSX Tricky and it's characters do not belong to me, they belong to EA Games, and I create these fanworks for fun, not profit.
A/N: This is in Mac's point of view.
So we go down the slopes again. I don't know how many times we've gone down it now, but I've almost completely memorised it. Although Brodi would say otherwise. I don't think he's ever agreed with me. On anything. Ever. But that's okay, because he's still fun to talk to.
We may have conflicting beliefs on a lot of things, yet we are still friends. I was incredibly happy when I found out that we were able to share our cabin during this tournament. Across the hall wasn't so bad either because it was Kaori and Elise, who are both nice in comparison to a lot of t
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  • Listening to: Boogie Down
  • Watching: Torchwood
  • Drinking: Soda
I don't really know what's going on anymore. I'm kindof losing touch with reality some days. The other day I had gone to bed, and then I thought I woke up at 6:15 and had gone to school. No sir, I then woke up a second time at 14:10 and had slept through an important day of tests. So I've been working on making up those tests, one of which was scheduled for today. The day before our finals. We got a snow day.

I dislike Tumblr. thisismyguardswag is like the only cool thing on there, and even then it's just all the same stuff over and over. Everyone's bitching about everything and no one's working to fix things and so the entire situation of their lives is fucking deteriorating.

One of my best friends is leaving me. She has been for awhile, but lately it's gotten bad. If I say anything around her she gets irritated at me and tells me to shut up. If I don't say anything around her she gets irritated and thinks I'm moping about issues that 'don't matter'. Truth is, I like to joke around and tell exaggerated stories and speak loudly awkward sounding sentences. I like to feel like I belong to a group of people.

And most of my friends are bandies, including her. And whenever I want to do something, she'll always say something like, "well, it sucks for you because *bandies* are busy." And it's to the point where it's like, "hop off your shit, cunt."

I don't even like that word, but she deserves it. Even the other day I decided I wasn't going to talk to her, but another one of my friends sits right behind her in one of my classes. And so we were sitting there just making faces at each other, and she assumed I was making faces at her and got really fucking pissed. Not only that, but she's the only one who excludes me for not being 'in band'. I'm the fucking colorguard captain next year. All of my other band friends are like, "yeah, there's a pepband game, you should come with!" And so I'll tag along, but while I'm there she'll give me dirty looks and it isn't fun.

She's one of my best friends. This hurts. I've always forgiven her for being vain, I've forgiven her for not understanding basic concepts like working for pay, I've forgiven her for not understanding why I do better than she does in class. I've even forgiven her for all that shit above. But it gets harder and harder every day, and I don't want her in my life. She's causing a turmoil that isn't helping me right now.

My entire life has been in shambles lately. Well, life is fine, it's the same as it has been for months, but the stressors of each and every day have finally built to a breaking point that I can't ever really escape. I used to harm myself, and it's so hard to not go back to it. It's addictive and it hard to even stop in the first place and the urge is always there even after you've stopped and she's made it so hard to not just start again.

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Shadowdreams891 Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
YOU GETS YOURSELF A LLAMA!!!
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shishiza-kun Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
ENJOY YO LLAMA
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Tashi-Sama Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2010
:iconilavplz: Do you love me~? And if so, how much?
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Shugo381 Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2010
haha wow kiddd, yer a creeper. XD
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Tashi-Sama Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2010
I sure am~ But don't worry, I don't bite.










....a lot.
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